Well, I have decided that I am going to clean out Kaiden's room tonight and tomorrow. Of course, I am writing my blog post, instead of doing that right now. Procrastinating much???? I am excited about actually getting to have a room for my baby, but at the same time I tend to get a little scared. I already love him and have only known him for a week, but at the same time this is my first baby!! My excitement and scared level has been skyrocketed this past week. I think I woke up every hour for the past week just having crazy dreams, being excited, or worrying. I am so ready to be a Mom and I couldn't be happier.
There is one thing I have been doing everyday since I got "The Call" just to help myself believe that we are this lucky!!!
I have been making sure I say at least to myself, "KAIDEN IS OUR SON." I know that doesn't seem like much, but until he is here and in my hands, sometimes I feel like last week was a fantasy and we can't be that lucky. Saying that tells me and everyone else that I know who my son is and in a few months he will be OURS FOREVER!!!
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